This is the first Xooma challenge I have participated in. Going into the Challenge I had several hopes as to what would happen in the 30 days. I was feeling tired, unmotivated, heavy and disappointed with how I had allowed my life to become. I needed a change and a new focus and direction. I had started the “Test the Water” pack and was starting to feel more energy.

Over the past few years, I had tried several “fad diets”, weight loss programs and the gym, and yet I just seemed to be getting heavier and bigger instead of fitter and smaller. After watching Crystal Andrus’ video, I felt inspired to try this challenge.

I initially thought this Cleanse would be about physical weight loss but I very quickly realized it was so much more. As I worked through the notes, audios and PDF files that Crystal sent out daily, I felt a much deeper healing and realization taking place. By participating in the weekly calls and the private Facebook group, I realized what a supportive community I was part of and I could feel my energy, motivation and courage growing almost daily. This community was warm and welcoming and they helped me to “catch up when I fell behind”, to step out in courage when I was afraid and to let go of things no longer serving me.

I feel like I’ve worn a mask for so many years that no one truly knows ME. But I’ve never really let people. That is changing… trust is so huge for me! I realized this when Crystal talked about trust. I have let my distrust hold me back and I really didn’t trust “who” I would become when I lost the weight! The past 30 days have opened my eyes and mind to so many things that I have been allowing to get in the way of my success.

My Challenge Highlights…


People often look at the “pros” and “cons” of big decisions they make. I look at my Challenge as a series of losses and gains.

What have I lost in the past 30 days?


I have lost my negative and judgmental thoughts about myself and choices I’ve made. I have lost my self-sabotaging instincts and my need to feel protected in my body. I have lost the shame and blame I felt for past failure. I have lost my negative self-talk. I have lost some of the clutter in my physical environment by working to organize and “clean up” the boxes still packed from my move over 5 years ago. I have lost a few pounds and inches as well. (I am especially excited about the 2 inches lost on my waist! By the time the holidays roll around I will need a new outfit!)

What have I gained in the past 30 days?


I have gained self-confidence, self-trust and the satisfaction of completing something life-changing. I have gained a spark to really reach for my goals and work towards a promising destiny. I have gained self-love that has made “me” a priority. I have gained an acceptance and healing of my past. I have gained some incredible habits, knowledge and supplements to make my body healthy and balanced. I have gained energy, clarity, determination, motivation and direction for my bright and beautiful future.

I have gained space… in my home, in my mind for positive, encouraging, and loving thoughts and in my body for healthy habits. I am eating better, sleeping deeper and feeling more hopeful and positive each day.

During this challenge I have lost 4.2 pounds and 6 total inches with the biggest change being my waist at 2 inches and chest at 1.25. I also lost 3% body fat and I’ve improved my push ups by 40% (from 11 to 18). I am grateful for the opportunity to participate in this Challenge. I look forward to continuing to use the Xooma supplements to uncover and unveil the BEST version of myself. After listening to the Brad King interview CD and reading his book on the MetaboWize program, I am committed to continuing to use this amazing program.

In May 2015, I will be 50! My celebration will be fabulous just as I will be “fit and fabulous” and celebrating life!

Thank you to Xooma, Crystal Andrus and Christine Rose for developing and facilitating this life-changing opportunity and life style.

With gratitude, Laura Wenzel